Solidarity on the scant local friendbase. When I got married I only had three friends who weren't Mutual Partner Friends who I felt I could even ask to attend, (and like 100 online at LEAST) and it wouldn't feel like a PROBLEM if everyone in the world weren't acting like these things should be attended by vast throngs of people for everyone. And now I want to find some way to have an Online Graduation Party for you, because that would rock. (when's the day, anyway?)
May eighth! And yeah, I am relatively happy with my friend group around here. I am also desperately shy about asking people to things, so that doesn’t help, especially things where it’s like DO YOU WANT TO COME CELEBRATE ME AND POSSIBLY GIVE ME A PRESENT
but yeah, anyway. solidarity. and an Online Graduation Party would DEFINITELY rock.
HELLO SORRY I KNOW I HAVE BEEN QUIET TODAY I’ve fallen into Arting Mode, I’m sure it will pass soon, in the meantime here, have a Bossuet with white butterflies and also a playlist if you’re one of the two people who share my highly questionable taste (track listing under the cut)
OH NO the last song has a line about flying and it reminded me of the Sad Bini Fic and now I am EMOTIONALLY COMPROMISED.
HAVE ALL REFERENCES TO FLIGHT BEEN RUINED FOR ME FOREVER?
This is a really good playlist though in spite of the inescapable sadness of the fact that BOSSUET DIES WAY TOO SOON. It’s not my usual style of music but I think the songs fit really well. And I love how many of these upbeat-sounding songs are actually quite morbid.
THAT FIC HAS BEEN RUINING ME SINCE I READ IT, it is a MENACE. (also I love how we’re all referring to it as like, “THAT FIC” and “the Sad Bini Fic”. There’s ONE, that’s it, and we’re all traumatized. (and I would link it, but I suddenly can’t even remember the NAME; (I Will Not Fail That Rendezvous, maybe?) it’s The Sad Bini Fic AND I AM DISTRESSED CONSIDERING IT.)
…Also that fic is almost entirely the reason that song is ON there, since it’s reference to the whole “take the stagecoach to another planet” thing, and I generally try not to think about that, but THAT FIC.
do you mean this one?
…if not, have a different sad Bini fic.
it’s kinda sad going through my facebook friends list, asking myself who would want to come to my graduation party
and coming up with about three people outside my extended family that I feel comfortable asking.
either siblings or friends-so-close-they’re-practically-siblings
so I finished that paper and now there are exactly 0 papers about Zola in my foreseeable future for the first time in three semesters.
having a panic attack will be the exact opposite of productive
trying rly hard not to hate myself right now
i’ve got like forty minutes to write….a page and a half? and then print and dress and go. come on Brooke do thing
Brooke come on looking for sad music videos about siblings is not going to help you finish this paper. this paper isn’t even about sibling feels. at all. COME ON.