Solidarity on the scant local friendbase. When I got married I only had three friends who weren't Mutual Partner Friends who I felt I could even ask to attend, (and like 100 online at LEAST) and it wouldn't feel like a PROBLEM if everyone in the world weren't acting like these things should be attended by vast throngs of people for everyone. And now I want to find some way to have an Online Graduation Party for you, because that would rock. (when's the day, anyway?)

May eighth! And yeah, I am relatively happy with my friend group around here. I am also desperately shy about asking people to things, so that doesn’t help, especially things where it’s like DO YOU WANT TO COME CELEBRATE ME AND POSSIBLY GIVE ME A PRESENT

it just

feels weird

but yeah, anyway. solidarity. and an Online Graduation Party would DEFINITELY rock. 

Jeu, 24th avril   6
#pilferingapples

pilferingapples:

takethewatch:

pilferingapples:

HELLO SORRY I KNOW I HAVE BEEN QUIET TODAY I’ve fallen into Arting Mode, I’m sure it will pass soon, in the meantime here, have a Bossuet with white butterflies and also a playlist if you’re one of the two people who share my highly questionable taste (track listing under the cut)

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OH NO the last song has a line about flying and it reminded me of the Sad Bini Fic and now I am EMOTIONALLY COMPROMISED.

HAVE ALL REFERENCES TO FLIGHT BEEN RUINED FOR ME FOREVER?

This is a really good playlist though in spite of the inescapable sadness of the fact that BOSSUET DIES WAY TOO SOON.  It’s not my usual style of music but I think the songs fit really well.  And I love how many of these upbeat-sounding songs are actually quite morbid.

THAT FIC HAS BEEN RUINING ME SINCE I READ IT, it is a MENACE. (also I love how we’re all referring to it as like, “THAT FIC” and “the Sad Bini Fic”.  There’s ONE, that’s it, and we’re all traumatized.   (and I would link it, but I suddenly can’t even remember the NAME; (I Will Not Fail That Rendezvous, maybe?) it’s The Sad Bini Fic AND I AM DISTRESSED CONSIDERING IT.)

…Also that fic is almost entirely the reason that song is ON there, since it’s reference to the whole “take the stagecoach to another planet” thing, and I generally try not to think about that, but THAT FIC.

do you mean this one

…if not, have a different sad Bini fic. 

Jeu, 24th avril   75
#'that rendezvous' is mine #but in it the Bini are happy and sleepy and planning to go out for breakfast #but they wait until Musichetta wakes up because Joly is cuddling her #I mean in perspective I guess it's sad but #it certainly doesn't qualify as The Sad Bini Fic #as it features many other people #but the one linked above may be what you are referencing

so uh

it’s kinda sad going through my facebook friends list, asking myself who would want to come to my graduation party

and coming up with about three people outside my extended family that I feel comfortable asking.

Jeu, 24th avril
#ahoy personal post #negativity #there are so many people on tumblr I would ask in a heartbeat if they lived close by though
hypochilidae replied to your post: “Brooke come on looking for sad music videos about siblings is not…”:
Sibling feels are the best feels

well

yes

either siblings or friends-so-close-they’re-practically-siblings

best feels.

Jeu, 24th avril   2
#hypochilidae

22ndframe:

navigare necesse est on Flickr.

© Uschi Koethe

Jeu, 24th avril   40

so I finished that paper and now there are exactly 0 papers about Zola in my foreseeable future for the first time in three semesters.

Jeu, 24th avril   4
#I have written about Zola a lot #school stuff

no Brooke

no

having a panic attack will be the exact opposite of productive

Jeu, 24th avril   1
#ahoy personal post

trying rly hard not to hate myself right now

Jeu, 24th avril   2
#school stuff #negativity #ughhh #IT'S MY LAST PAPER FOR THIS CLASS IT SHOULDN'T BE CRAPPY AND HALF-DONE #ESP BECAUSE THE DUE DATE WAS ALREADY DELAYED

i’ve got like forty minutes to write….a page and a half? and then print and dress and go. come on Brooke do thing

Jeu, 24th avril
#school stuff

Brooke come on looking for sad music videos about siblings is not going to help you finish this paper. this paper isn’t even about sibling feels. at all. COME ON. 

Jeu, 24th avril   2
#I am such a mess #school stuff
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